It’s weird. I haven’t thought how much a person can change within a year. I never expected you to reach out to me but when you did the person I talked to was the person from many years ago - the nice kid the funny kid. Lately you’ve been an ignorant ass but when we talked you were the nice kid. I really had no words for you at that exact moment in time but now I do. I just want to know why you’ve changed into the type of person I am disgusted with.
On the other hand I’m really glad that you became that person because if you haven’t I would never have fallen for someone else. So I thank you for that.
I just want — scratch that thank you for the apology. good luck in school - maybe well cross paths one day or maybe not.
this past weekend has been so frustrating. i hate it the most when im having a great time and then it pops into my head and i hate everything, esepcially you.
Day 2 - Sunday, September 9, 2012
So today I went to the zoo! It was so much fun seeing all the animals. They had so many new exhibits and baby animals who were so sweet and playful. The only thing that sucked was that you couldn’t really see the elephants. You needed to take a monorail to see them and they weren’t even that close and elephants are my favorite animals ever - well that can’t be domesticated of course. ha after the zoo Ry and I went home and just hung out and watched WildBoyz lol. It was a cute little date and I enjoyed it. We need to go back cause we only saw half of the park in 5 hours! And then another date to the aquarium! Yay I love my boyfriend
Day 3 - Monday, September 10, 2012
Well nothing really exciting happened today - I’m off work though! But seriously nothing good -__- I have a lot of homework to do actually ugh stat, comp, physics, AND anatomy. But I’m excited for Friday cause its our first dissection and I can’t wait! And cause thats the next time I’m seeing Ryan for our date night :*… atleast thats what I think
Okay so I’m gonna be a total sap and just write about everyday for school and whatever. Read, don’t read. Whatever floats your boat.
I guess starting today..
Day 1 : Saturday, September 8, 2012
Today I took the last ACT and I’m gonna start narrowing down my colleges from 14 to like 8… actually I’m only positive about 3 schools. x_x oh well. This anatomy homework is killing me, I have no idea if I should take notes within the textbook for reading assignments or just do the vocab I was we were given more direction. For some reason I always get really nervous whenever I have the first test of the year because I feel like since I had to fight so hard to double, I need to prove myself and I’m afraid of failure. But on the bright side I have my questions done and the worksheet. Just vocab/notes I guess… and ZOO tomorrow! I’ve been waiting for this day for forever. And then I’m off of work till Wednesday! OK time to study :*
Ugh. Why. I Hate This
What if I get declined